I have been MIA this month in the blogging world. I actually love to write and blog and get it all out... However, I am not even sure if my words are read, I don't mind though, I like to look back regardless! This month has been very up and down as far as good and bad days, good and bad news and everything in between!
I found out this month that I will have to have surgery in December, which I am happy about, but also very nervous and anxious about too. First thing, I have no clue when Matt will be home and if he will be able to be here for me and the boys during that time. Secondly, he was going to be here for sure, on advon, but something bad happened (not to him) and he can no longer leave early. I was upset at first, but I know that everything happens for a reason, and that just because he won't be here for sure on time, doesn't mean he won't still be here either way. Another reason I am nervous is because the last time I was put under for surgery, I was 7, for my tonsils. Also, it will be just days before Christmas... I don't want it ruined for anybody, so I hope and pray it goes down without a hitch.
Halloween is Monday. Another holiday that Matt will miss this year. So far, he has missed our anniversary (that's the day he deployed, father's day, his 28th birthday, both Memorial day and Labor day, the Fourth of July and soon to be Halloween and Thanksgiving. It could be much worse, so on holidays, we still celebrate them the same way we would if Matt was here so it is almost like he is here still anyway. We just feel bad that he misses out and still works and such while we can celebrate.
Christmas present shopping began in September! We will have the shopping done by Thanksgiving, so December can be used to relax before my surgery, get the house together and bake lots of goodies!
I just wanted to update on me, I will update on the kiddos and the husband later!
God Bless
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