I wake up smiling. Every. Single. Morning. I have a dream everynight (just about everynight) about Matthew. I wake up happy because he is on my mind. I am nauseating with my love for him, or so I have been told! Sappy and sweet songs, that is the soundtrack to my life! Anything about love, happiness, life, God, any childrens song, etc... those are on my compilation disc! If there was commentary to what I do or think everyday (like many TV shows, books or movies do) then it would be a happy, cheerful voice with uplifting advice and positiveness. I am not faking my joy, I really feel this way. If you are reading this, and you really know me, then you know that I am this person 98% of the time. Even when I am being grumpy or irritated, I am still optimisitic, or cracking a joke to laugh about it!
Some days, very few and far between, I just want a hug from my husband and sons, a foot massage and sleep... Usually when I am sick (about 3 or 4 times a year) or if I stub my toe 8 times instead of 7 (again, if you know me, you know how klutzy I am and that I am not exaggerating)!
I am a random person! I am a planner too, so you see how strange I am! Those that love or like me, embrace me and accept my crazy, happy, loving and random self!
By the way, today was one of those few and far between days, but it was still a good day all in all, even though I didn't get anything on my list except my little boys hugs (and those were great too, definitly made me feel better)! God Bless!
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